Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Sigh. I really need to post in this more.

I really don't know what I'm here to write about. All I know is that I want to write. And I want to write a lot. So, consider this your warning; lots of letters are ahead. There will be a summary at the end for all you lazy people.

I guess for starters I'll talk about the latest happenings of my personal life. I really don't know or care if you people want to know this, but I know that I want to write about it. As said before, skip down to the end if you want.
I got a new boyfriend. He's pretty wonderful. And for all you people who disapprove for whatever reason, he's nice to me, and if that doesn't count for something then you people don't have souls. He's kind of a dork. ...Okay, he's a huge dork. But he treats me with respect. And he fixed my computer. I feel like I'm talking to a wall, though, when he gets into programming mode. And it's even worse when he gets in Pokemon mode and he starts texting me a play-by-play of all his battles... He's very proud of his team. :1 But I really can't complain much. My parents approve, which is kind of a new thing for me. I can't remember the last time they approved of one of my boyfriends...
I've gotten completely sucked into Rune Factory 3 as of late. I do not care how late I am on this. Anyway holy crap this game is hard. At least for me. See, I'm stuck at the part where you're supposed to beat the skeleton dragon monster thing in the desert. I freaking hate that thing; no matter how many times I go back and train to try to go up a couple of levels, the stupid thing always kicks my butt. It's not fair. I know who I want to marry and everything; Raven is finally up to ten hearts. But nobody told me I have to beat this thing before I could ask her to marry me! D:<
I left my church a couple of weeks ago. Apparently wearing an Ozzy Osborne t-shirt and saying "hell" in a status is constitution for ridicule, and said persons are not worthy to serve in a baptist church. Bah, I refuse to be a part of something that focuses on appearance. And furthermore, nowhere in the bible does it say that man can't use words that man has decided are bad. All it says is not to take the Lord's name in vain. And everybody who harped on me for saying "what the hell" in a status are the same people who are all "OHMYGOD" all over everywhere. In other words, I reject the baptist doctrine and the whole of Point Peter Baptist Church. Suck my foot, jerks. >:1

What else is there to talk about...
I drew a picture of Reginald and Vladimir in school the other day. Except it was different from my other drawings of these two; I drew them when they were younger, just after they had first met. They met when Reginald was 18 and still in private school in London. Vlad is 20, and he had just moved to London to study music. It's really cute to me because Reginald at this point in his life is a total dork who lives in fear of any and all people due to being bullied for being gay. He still has his natural, shoulder-length brown curly hair, and his big dorky glasses. Vladimir has bright red hair at this point in his life, and it hangs just below his chest. In the picture Vladimir, who is considerably taller than Reginald, is kissing Reginald very angrily, and Reginald is all "whatt??"
I know what you're thinking; Reginald is supposed to be the man, right? He is. Despite Vladimir's tough and collected exterior, he's a total wimp. Reginald comes out of his shell considerably once he and Vlad begin dating officially. After three years with the guy, one has to cope somehow. And so we get modern Reginald; crazy hair, contacts, and a manly beard. And he's much more flamboyant now...

Now I want to talk about music. I think I'll just post some lines from some songs that I really really like, and talk about them. And stuff. Because that's what you do when you blog.
Here's the first one:
My flower
Withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path

Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

So this one's not really that hard to interpret, but I still really like it because... I dunno it's just pretty. I mean, the message is clearly something along the lines of "I messed up; I want to go back to the way things were; I need your help; etc etc etc," but it's worded so beautifully. Of course, I could be dead wrong. Nightwish tends to write songs that make you think one thing, but secretly you're supposed to get something completely different out of it. While I'm on this, for those of you who don't know, this is the second verse to Nightwish's Nemo. 
Here's another song:
"Where have all the feelings gone?
Why is the deadliest sin - to love as I loved you?
Now unblessed, homesick in time,
Soon to be freed from care, from human pain.
My tale is the most bitter truth:
Time pays us but with earth and dust, and a dark, silent grave.
Remember, my child: Without innocence the cross is only iron,
Hope is only an illusion and Ocean Soul's nothing but a name...

The Child bless thee and keep thee forever"

This is a piece of another Nightwish song; it's the ending to Bless the Child. When I went to look up these lyrics, (since I didn't feel like typing them in) I accidentally read some of the comments underneath the words. I normally try really hard not to do this, because I want to interpret the song for myself. Unfortunately, this time, curiosity took over, and I read some of what people were saying. Apparently the whole "return to innocence" thing is a recurring theme in Nightwish songs. This particular song, however, expresses this theme in a much darker way. When I first heard the song, it really spoke to me. And I guess now I understand why I little better. That being said, this should be as easy to understand as the first song. 
Here's the last one:
Rocking chair without a dreamer
A wooden swing without laughter?
Sandbox without toy soldiers
Yuletide without the Flight

Dreambound for life

One more Nightwish song, but this song was written much much much later than the first two. This one was performed by the second Nightwish singer. But even with a completely different singer, the popular theme of Nightwish music is there. This is probably my most favorite Nightwish song. It's so beautifully written; instead of being extremely dark or sad, it's just... pretty. And for some reason this part of the song had always stuck out to me the most. It's really not the same, though, without all the words, but I felt like that would take up too much room, so I only copied my favorite part. This song is called Meadows of Heaven, it makes me cry every time I listen to it, and I strongly suggest you go listen to it. It will give you goosebumps. 
How about some super current events?
My cat has officially been labeled the Gay Princess Kitty, and he is asleep at the foot of my bed. Don't get me wrong, though; I love Romulus to death. He really is a sweet cat~ When he's not being a creeper that is..
I can hear my brother messing around on his drum set across the loft. I wonder how his kitten feels about that... Poor Tattoo. :1
My oh-so-loving boyfriend is being a butthead and not replying to my texts. My mom just walked in to ask me a question. I ran out of things to munch on during my late nights of Netflix. And Romulus just woke up. 
And that's my night as of right now. 
Hmm. I think I'm pretty much done. But I guess I owe you lazy people a summary.
TL;DR: My life is boring, my OCs are pretty, songs are awesome, and my cat is a diva. 
Who knows when I'll get on here again. I don't do this nearly as often as I should. But for now, enjoy this little bit of my life. 
I haven't posted a coconut picture in a while, so I guess I owe you guys one. Here goes...